Oh God, I Betrayed The Love Of My Life-How Do I Make Things Right?
Pls ma I need ur advice.
My name is Favour (not real name). I have been in a relationship for a year now.
We were in love, he loves me so much, but he has been doubting me of not being faithful to him, I told him abut my past, including my past relationships.
Though, I met him at my place of work, that was were we fell in love. He hacked my WhatsApp, which I don’t know. So, there is one of my friend who promise to help me. This guy called me and I went to meet him, all what we chatted about, my guy saw it.
So we had serious issues but with God we resolve it, but my guy will tell me that my past is hurting him which I understand. Not that I am prostitute, but for him to know that I have dated before, but still the love go stronger, even with the fact that he knew I had kids he still love me wit my kids and planning to get married to me next year.
But just yesterday night he called me and was angry, he said that man I went to meet months ago I slept with him, and he had full evidence so I admitted, it was not an intentional act I did not plan to cheat on him, the man forced me, but I couldn’t come to tell him what happened that night, and now he said he can’t continue with the relationship.
That he can’t forget the fact that I slept with another man, he was heart broken and he was crying, I felt bad for hurting a man that has done nothing to me than to love me, I love this guy with all my heart, I don’t want to loose him.
How do I explain to him that I did not mean to cheat on him, how do I beg him to forgive and take me back me, I am willing to make amend, he has blocked me from every means of calling him.
Pls what should I do, am loosing it…