Please Help Me- I Do Not Want To End Up Like My Abusive Father
Can you please pray for me I’ve been praying alot lately, I have a problem of anger issues and insecurities ever since I lost my job. Without making any excuses I was raised by an abusive father, I would watch my father beating my mom like it was the right thing to do.
Maybe I kinda inherited that from him, cause my late baby mom I used to beat her, until she left me from that day I promise myself I’ll never raised my hands to the woman again, yes I kept all those promise but now it’s starting to be more of emotional abuse.
I will shout at her break up things just to show my anger, till recently during my moods swings I threw a glass and that piece of the glass went on and slightly cut her finger, and she was bleeding and I cause that bleeding 😢😢😢 right now I feel like about to lose her, which servers me right. You can’t hurt the person you claim to love, but all I want now is to ask her for forgiveness.
I truly love her she’s the best thing that has ever happened to me, that piece of glass, that small cut will be the cause now I lost her.
Gentleman take care care of your woman you’ll never know you had a good woman until she’s gone and to you love of my life I hope and pray you will forgive me one day, you were the best thing I ever had.
So friends I’m pleading you to pray for me so these demons can leave me.
Thank you for reading my story I hope you will learn from it or it will help someone.
I THANK YOU😢😢😔🙏
Anonymous from Lively Stones Facebook Marriage & Counselling Support Group
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