True Life Story: I Cheated On My Husband With A Guy From Work And I Don’t Know What To Do
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I got married 4 years ago to my husband. He was in his 40s and I was in my 20s. The age difference between us has never really been a problem as we are both educated, well spoken, have similar personalities and share a lot of interests, and as a result we mesh well. My husband is a very caring and thoughtful man. This is one of the traits that made me fall helplessly for him, along with his intelligence and fun personality. I will not reveal anything pertaining to kids as this might punch a hole in my wall of anonymity.
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I’ve always loved my husband and I still do. But I’ve never really been S**ually attracted to him. This is not to say that I find him unattractive. No. He is okay as far as physical appearance goes, but his look has never been the kind to turn me on S**ually. To put it plainly, I find that I’m only S**ually attracted to young men around my age with tall, athletic bodies and with the energy and agility to please a woman satisfyingly in the bedroom. I met this kind of man in my work place and after we talked a few times I couldn’t help but become attracted to him. I realized he was also attracted me, and fast forward to a week ago, we had S** in a hotel room.
I’m ashamed to admit that S** with him was glorious, but it truly was. It was better than anything I had ever done with my husband. I loved how he tossed me around the bed and did stuff to me that my husband doesn’t do and I liked how ever part of his body felt firm and strong. After the act I felt a wave of shame wash over me. I recognized that I had committed an atrocity and I knew I had broken my marriage vows. The guilt of what I had done followed me around like a stench. I hated myself for betraying a man that had always loved and cared for me.
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The problem I now face is that despite the guilt and the shame I constantly feel, I still yearn to experience another period of S**ual bliss with my colleague. I can’t help it. I’m torn. I already told my colleague that that one time was the last but deep down I don’t want it to be. I know that if I tell my husband about what I did, that it would mark the end of my relationship with my colleague, but I don’t know exactly how my husband would receive this information. I don’t want him to look at me and see a betrayer of trust; a woman lacking integrity and virtue. No. I even thought of resigning from my job or requesting a transfer so as not to be in close proximity with my colleague but I know that wouldn’t solve anything as I still have his social media info and occasionally stalk him(yes I do). I’m so conflicted. I don’t know what to do.
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Woman it has rained in your area,I mean you have cheated and its a bad thing to do especially as a married woman.You have to stop seeing that guy,YES,stop seeing him so you don’t attract the wrath of God upon you, remember your marriage vows. You don’t have to tell your husband anything rather tell yourself that it will never repeat itself again and also ask God for forgiveness. Get a transfer or resign if you feel you can’t stand the presence of your colleague at work. Be careful,be guided and be reasonable. Stop now before your husband gets to know,you know what that means right? Udo
Babes you know exactly what to do, it’s very obvious your village people are after you.
Why do you want to destroy your beautiful home? What explanations do you have for misbehaving and desecrating your matrimony.
Have you tried telling your husband how you want to be smooched and screwed? These this are not difficult now…speak and you will have what you desire..
Please stop this madness before it ruins you.. my 2 cents
All i see is a woman filled with greed and covetousness. Then tomorrow, if you find out your husband is cheating, you will say men are this and that but won’t confess to him how you too cheated. Truly humans should never be trusted at all.
I’m only sorry for you. The way some of you commit adultery is terrifying. You don’t know what to do yet you have his media info and stalk him.
You know what to do. Pls do it.